
When I look in your eyes
I wanna crawl way deep inside
away from my mind
I wanna go where I will not show
Far into this life
I wanna find something more
than what I found before
I wanna go way down in your soul
way down in my soul
way down where they collide
and take flight
But my heart holds on so quickly
to anything that moves
pawing at the surface
and laying down it’s roots
Climbing into your cave
I wanna feel a place that’s safe
away from the grey
I wanna hide where I can not shine
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Looking under the lights
I wanna leave something more
than what I left before
I wanna go way down in my soul
way down in my soul
way down where I am whole
and be sewn
But my heart holds on so quickly
to anything that moves
pawing at the surface
and laying down it’s roots
But these roots weren’t meant for gripping
they grow to catch the wind
They’re fingers fly into the sky
Growing roots under my skin
I’m always looking forward
I’m always running round
I’m always looking forward
Can’t keep my feet on the ground
When I’m here I look behind me
I never turn to where I am
Never pleased within the moment
I keep on moving once again
But I could practice satisfaction
with every move that I have
My dreams fulfilled this very moment
No better place than where I am
I’m building to an ending
where I can catch my breathe
but only to discover
there is no place to rest
And you can’t catch the waves of moments
no matter how hard that you try
My only hope is in the pleasure
of watching memories pass by
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There’s a stone in my heart
rolling around in empty space
Echoing loudly, drugs calling out proudly
in it’s broken place
And it’s hard but it’s true hearing the call
And it’s clear but it’s far reaching to fall
And I know how to
pull up those straps from my heals
And I know how to
make all those hard working bills
And I know how not to
break another man’s heart
But it’s music, pilule but it’s music
And I’ll watch it all crumble around me
Yeah I’ll watch it all Fall to the ground
Ear to the ground
crawling around on the filthy floor
Feeling the smoothness
hearing the movement I reach for the door
And it’s dark but it’s here
I know that it’s here
So I wait, wait to feel
the edge getting near
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I used to wanna be a princess
I used to wanna be a princess
and I’d live just like a princess lived
I’d love just like a princess loved
I used to wanna be a gymnast
I used to wanna be a gymnast
and I’d jump just like a gymnast jumps
I’d fly just like a gymnast flies (so high)
But Oh, look what I turned out to be
oh, all I am is me
I used to wanna be a diver
I used to wanna be a scuba diver
and I’d swim just like a diver swims
I’d see just what a diver sees
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I used to wanna be a singer
I used to wanna be a singer
and I’d breathe just like a singer breathes
I’d soar just like a singer soars
But Oh, look what I turned out to be
oh, all I am is me
What I am is free
This is my forbidden love song
Just carve me with an “A”
No words will erase your name
and no lack of pictures
will keep your image at bay
Transmit and be gone
So many times I wished you away
Like an ache that just has it’s way
Like a boat that continues to sway
Don’t you leave me here, pharmacy lover, case no
Don’t you leave me here
to make up my mind
We both know this ain’t over
and we both know you got better things
to do with your time than wait for me
Don’t wait for me
but I wan’t you to wait for me
Wait, wait, wait…
Resolution is a word
meant to comfort our minds
Resolution, healing how absurd
Covering up our lies
‘Cause we are here
and we’re not going anywhere
and we didn’t come from anywhere else
and we can never disappear
‘Cause we are here
and we’re not going anywhere
and our past is only on paper
and we have nothing to fear
I thought I was gone today
but I went on anyway
and then I started to sing
and it began to rain
My future is an illusion
I can make a plan today
but it feels so fatal and fake
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And then there’s the question
of you and I walking side by side
‘til the end of time
Whether we’re together or apart
I think we know in our hearts
it’s only Resolution
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I am drifting through this space and time
looking back to when things were fine
Can I get back to that?
Don’t know why I can’t be happy
with what I had before
What’s risen to the surface
is needing so much more
I force myself to sit and ponder
My will power wearing thing
I take my freedom and my passion
and focus it within
Can I look into that?
Someone there inside me knows
that there’s no place to go
so I run to my center
just as fast as I can go
Can you pull me through that?
My reward for being here is
on the other side
While I can’t run there fast enough
it wants to take it’s time
These growing pains aren’t here to stay
but they do leave a scar
I’ll give up pride and vanity
to break on through the dark
Can we break on through that?